The Realised Regret (Poem + Introduction)

Un, grate, un, gratefulness.

Regardless of what I've done,

Frustrating as a summer's sun.

Regardless of all the dedication

I have given to you throughout the whole situation.

You have never paid me back, not a thank you, not anything.

To think I've wasted so much of my life on someone,

That, doesn't, even, seem, to care..

That without regret tells you that you are too irrelevant.

All due to one's honesty.

To ho, nes, ho nes, ho-nes, ty.

You don't seem to understand,

Or at least care at all.

The darkest years in my life

Were in your incompetent absence.

To think I altered my whole life,

Due to a single misinterpretation.

Countless opportunities out there,

Will not return.

You never truly appreciated all the things,

I have done gratefully to you.

Now, you even

Render me too unimportant.

Even though I am a philosopher,

Whose being daily read, across the continents