A Philosopher's Melancholy -- Theme of Expectation

A Philosopher's Melancholy

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The philosopher, Tomasio Rubinshtein.

I feel that there is no hope, no ambition for the following:

To be completely right in the head,

To not understand so much to the point I won't be sad!

Philosophy, is how I mentally survive,

A reality I maintain in order to thrive!

I want to show her, I want to show her,

That I can still do good, still do good, and be good!

I want to prove to her, I want to prove to her,

That I prevail with a positive attitude.

The philosopher, Tomasio Rubinshtein,

Spent most of my life in front of a computer screen,

With little human interaction came in my way,

With very few people who me completely understand!

I have ascended, into a renown genius,

Who still wants to forsake humanity!

I want to show her, as she requested,

That of good wellbeing I am still capable.

I vowed to show her, as she demanded,

That my wellbeing is something to be fully addressed.

The philosopher, Tomasio Rubinshtein,

Few people understand me beyond my name,

Despite my will, to rectify the world, my aim,

Being like others will quite never be the same!

Grains of sadness, fill my torso,

As I write and write, forever, and more!

I will show her, yes I will show her,

That my wellbeing is relevant, relevant!.

I will show her, yes, I will show her,

What I can do despite what I can't.

But will it come true; will my plot ever succeed?

Who really knows? The impact of my deeds?